To Feel Real
“Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.”
-meredith grey, grey’s anatomy-
I used to be like that. It such a long time since my last me-hammering-myself.
Kinda need it again right now.
Maybe because pain that makes us feel real.
Just like the goo-goo dolls says:
“Yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive”